Wednesday, August 05, 2009

One year on......

Well...Aug 9,2008 the day which will live in infamy......er that sure over dramatized it...hehehe...but like the Japs, I came here exactly one year ago and although no 'Pearl Harbours', or events of infamy occurred(Hope so...:D), I guess I survived. Survived the ups and downs, rise and falls, hits and mis-hits,adjustments, compromises etc. It has been quite an experience, egos bruised, lessons learnt, confidence grounded. But, I am still here. Now, as the final step begins, I realise that as things look within grasp, they seem to be harder to get. Every time you find yourself in this position, you pray that things fall into place just this 'one' time. These 'one' times are more than one in number and they just keep coming one after another. Jump over one hurdle, theres another waiting for you.

I cant see anything beyond the hurdle as the 'unknown variables are greater than the number of equations'. Uncertainties in life are tough to accept but theres no way around them and accepting them and moving ahead is the only option. Things sometimes work like you wanted them to, but most times they dont. People sometimes are what you think they are, but most times they aren't. Money sometimes can buy you everything, but most times, it just can't. Dreams sometimes do come true, but most times they dont. This last year shall be etched in my memory for it has been a humbling experience. I have become wiser by the experience.

4 comments:

Charuta said...
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Charuta said...

Congratulations and keep at it..lessons learnt by me..sometimes when u feel its just too much to handle, u somehow get the energy to go thru it.

Mohsin said...

itna melancholy mood kyo re bhai..
remember, (here comes the shameless self promoter), Journey is the reward.. yes, humbling experiences, but enriching too.. and after all, that's the point..

Mohsin said...

(at least imho)