An off day

This could well be one of my worst days of my life as i feel low in spirit and enthusiasm. Down,down down is the way, in which my day has gone. The day had a good beginning, and i thought that this could very well be a decent day. How wrong was I. Its not that i feel down because things have not gone my way. There have been many days, when things don't go my way, but today, I was hoping, and expecting certain things. They say, never expect. But its a human tendency to expect from everything and anything, but the "day" had other ideas. It slapped and whipped me in all possible ways and in all possible areas, to leave me, at the end of the day, bleeding all over and wrenching in pain. I tried to fight, but you see, you just cannot fight this day. The day was in no mood to just leave in a state of pain. It wanted me to take up a knife, cut me open, gorge out all my organs, and laugh at me in sadistic fashion. Well, now that the day has come to an end, i do not know whether to laugh or cry, because i have reached a level of insensitivity to pain, since you just cant feel the pain after you have been subjected to such things. As the song goes "Gam se ab ghabaraana kaisa gam sau baar mila.....